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I wrap myself up in my own fantasies cause reality is just too cruel.
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Monday, June 18, 2012, 2:27 AM
The spark is gone but it still burns.
Sometimes,I really miss talking to you.I wonder if you even liked me at all or was it all a lie?Was it just a game to you,a way to kill boredom,a way to make her-whoever she is jealous?Somedays I just wish that I had the ability to read minds like Edward Cullen yes and I could read yours,find out what crosses(ed) your mind then and now.Maybe the truth will really set me free.Maybe the truth will allow to completely and fully move on.You're still in my heart,a good memory of a parcel of my past life.I wonder if I'll ever get over you.I'm trying hard but you're like a lost soul,lingering in my heart and I'm unsure where to put you now.And now you ain't around,I miss you.
Random thought:It's kinda creepy if some stranger/ahem/him/acquaintance reads this.Awkward!!!
And I wonder if I've ever crossed your mind,for me it happens all the time.(Yes i know this quote is too widely and commonly used and sounds too cliche but it really applies to me) Do you even think of me sometimes,even now?When you see my tweets on your timeline,do you ever,even for a slightest bit,wish/hope that we could talk again and be like the past?When you see me,do you feel a tinge of sadness at that fact that things have changed?
It's really hard to forget someone who gave me so much to remember.Though it (again) sounds cliche and common,it's true.You gave me so many memories,both happy and sad that I still remember till today.So many memories,that I want to relive.Can I?
Maybe it's my fault that we don't talk anymore,maybe I was too boring,too lame and too childish for me.Maybe you just got sick and tired of me.Maybe I thought too much into it.But whenever I try,reaching out to you,trying to talk to you,trying to make the convo last,you're always the one who ends the convo by just not replying to something that can be replied to.And when you were the one who approached me first by texting me and i replied something back,something that could be replied to,you just ignored me and talk to other girls on twitter.Hurt.That's how I feel yeah.I mean,you could've at least said "Thanks(:".
I don't know what's wrong with me,after all this while,if there was a chance,I would still gladly talk to you and believe you,trust you.Even after you made me so insecure,so afraid to trust,so hurt,I still miss you.
