Baohui.
Hey earthlings.
I'm the Queen here. So, respects my
kingdom or I will force you to eat
this poisoned apple :P Do follow me!
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Baohui here.
I wrap myself up in my own fantasies cause reality is just too cruel.
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Tuesday, June 5, 2012, 5:38 AM
Tired.
She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried.
And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside.
If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees,
a disguise so you won't recognize,the girl is really me.
#nowplaying Welcome To My Life By Simple Plan
It's the perfect song for my mood now.It's like this song was written for me ok.Just go read the lyrics.I'm quite sure most people can emphasize with this song.
I don't know why the sudden reason for my emo-ing and stuff.Maybe it's pms-ing.Maybe it's because of ______________.All i know is that i'm just so tired of life.I'm sick of school,sick of going anywhere,doing anything.Can i just take a leave from my life and fly away to like the maldives or some peaceful place and just be away from reality for a while?I just want a break.To take a breather and relax for once.
I'm tired of the shit happening in my life.It just NEVER seems to end.They say "Home is where the heart is", but is it really true?I don't think it is for me.Some days(like today),I just want to run away from home and escape.I could easily come up with #10reasonswhyihatestayingathome but i shall not do so here.Sometimes, i just feel like shouting the f word in your freaking face and slap you till your face turns red.But most of the time,i just mentally murder you in my head.I think you died like 1000000000000 times in my mind already.Sometimes,i really wonder why I was born.I mean,I would most probably be happier if I didn't exist on earth.
I hate it when people say everything's gonna be okay,if it's not okay,it's not the end and all those crap.Cause do you think it's really gonna help me?!Well,let me tell you.NO.N-O,NO.
Somedays,I just feel like breaking down and I really wish I could die or disappear.And then,I wonder if anyone would really care if I died.Who anyone really cry their hearts out and die (not in the literal sense) when I die?Or would people just cry about my death and then carry on with their lives as if nothing ever happened?Who would really miss me every second of the day and wish that they could die too so that they could see me again?I guess no one.
I think i ranted all that i have already and i pity the poor soul who decides to read this post cause my thoughts and words are all jumbled up so goodluck whoever you are.
I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay.
But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way.