Baohui.
Hey earthlings.
I'm the Queen here. So, respects my
kingdom or I will force you to eat
this poisoned apple :P Do follow me!
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Baohui here.
I wrap myself up in my own fantasies cause reality is just too cruel.
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Thursday, July 26, 2012, 4:14 AM
Lost.
I'm just so lost.I have no idea what to do anymore.Sides you can't take,stuck in between,running from this side to another,when will everything be like before? I just want to rewind back to the good ole times and erase all the hurt from everyone's eyes now. Seeing my friends hurt,it hurts me too.Especially when I don't know what to do to stop all this hating and hurting. I just want to have some magical powers and take my wand and go "POOF" then everything will be okay again.This incident really got me thinking:Have I been a good friend?Do people think of me as "Yup,baohui that nice kind girl" or "Baohui that annoying girl"? I don't think that I have been a good friend. So maybe there's something I can take away from this: That I will try my best to be there for my friends and help them. I don't want to remembered as a beech or snob or stuff like that. In the meanwhile,what can i do?I can only jump between sides back and forth.Both parties make sense,both parties have valid reasons,both parties are people that I love and care for deeply.Then,how do you choose between people you love?You choose a,you hurt b.You choose b,you hurt a.And you don't even want to choose at all. I don't want to take sides.I just want us to be a big happy family again.I don't want to make the mistakes I did in pri sch and ruin friendships,hurt others and myself. Can we just be like before? Can this just stop,please?
Haish,enough of my emo post.Had a fun time during recess with my class today cause everyone went high from eating gummybear!Reminds me of that time Nicole ate this big packet of gummybear and went super high and gay in boarding haha(She hasn't been un-gay and un-high since:D). Allison went super high I swear and started talking to the gummybear and said how the gummybears are deformed and how she's gonna eat which part of the bear first HAHAHA SO CUTE. Then Calista asked Hilary to imitate some sadistic psychopath and she did it super well and super scarily!That girl can go be a mediacorp actress already! It was super funny tho and I nearly spit out my milo! My class has this weird habit of saying funny stuff when we're eating/drinking which is super bad cause we always nearly spit out our stuff hehe. Really love my class cause we're all retarded and funny and I really don't wanna leave this class:(
